The Time is Now
- Stephanie
- Sep 24
- 5 min read
The Time is Now
When each of us remember who we are, suffering ceases.
It may sound simplistic, too good to be true, naïve and ignorant. Yet my truth stands – when we forget who we are, the pain is unbearable.
I know this deeply – I’ve been neck-deep in the process of remembrance, catalysed during the last couple of months.
Forgetting who I am – there had been an urgency for external affirmation, confirmation, validation. However, we already know that our external world is created by Us, our Mind. And it cannot reflect what does not exist within us.
I had been seeking the experience of love, safety, and belonging. For me, the opposite of these feeling states shone a light on my deep core wounds of rejection, abandonment: the fear of withdrawal of Love.
Anything that came remotely close to triggering these deep core wounds easily sent me into a state of high alert, hypervigilance, and anxiety. It has been deeply uncomfortable, most shameful, and also, depleting and exhausting.
The easiest way to close off this repetitive loop could be to remove myself from any situation that triggers these states. And there was also a knowing – if I turn my back on these parts of myself, they never get to heal. I will experience them in a different part of my life, a different form, a different time.
So I turned toward them.
It was excrutiatingly challenging. To sit with and feel the deepest of fears and most tender parts of myself. To look into the mirror and see such a vulnerable reflection. To feel incompetent, and also know that this too is a part of the human experience, raw and real.
Somehow, across the past weekend, along with the equinox/eclipse portal that has passed, and the 999 (9 September, 2025) portal of endings that has also just passed, so did these recurring cyclical patterns.
Somehow, I was freed.
I am not entirely sure what happened. Maybe it required for however many times of the same thing to happen over and over for me to look at the situation from a different angle each time, to finally, energetically release the bind that was keeping me habituated in old reflexes.
Or maybe it was sitting long enough with the uncomfortable feelings until they weren’t scary anymore.
My biggest takeaway from this invaluably transformative and deeply challenging season is this:
"Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate."
- Carl Jung
I was able to see myself from a brand new perspective: how I was unconsciously co-creating my external circumstance. Once that was made clear to me, I stopped. As did the external reflection. There was a drastic shift.
Maybe one day I might share a bit more intimately, but for now, I hope this lands within you if you are still reading up to here.
It is so important for us all to gather the courage to look deeply within ourselves. It is so much easier to blame and project and point our finger externally. But – how long can we do that for until we recognise the same story, different setting, different form?
Lo and behold, the common denominator: ourselves. The one experiencing this story. The narrator.
Going back to my opening line – when we remember our true Self, suffering ceases.
We remember our truth, we remember what’s important, we are guided by our inner knowing, we are led by our principles. We trust that we are supported. We recognise our inner abundance. We stand in our center. In the Knowing of how we can move forward. Patience for the mists to part, the fog to clear, when it isn’t yet time to make a decision. We act timely, and with integrity – to ourselves, first and foremost.
We feel free.
And that is such a relief. To not be imprisoned by fear; of doing the wrong thing, others’ judgement, our inner critic, our impossible and unfulfilling expectations.
We are free to create the lives we want to live.
And this is so precious. It’s the very reason we are here: to have a human experience. Through the process of forgetting, only to remember again – through living.
Why? To know, really know, in a lived, felt, human, embodied way, what Love is. For that is who we truly are, the core of our being – Love. Spirit. Source. Creator. God.
This, to me, is quite magical. The process of remembering.
I do love it, so much.
It feels like relief. It feels aligned. It feels expansive. It also feels like truth.
So I want to share it:
Last December, I went on a Galactic Origins Cruise conference, hosted by Portal to Ascension, that explored aliens, extraterrestrial ongoings, and disclosure. I was invited to present on the Body, and how our bodies are the memory keepers of our Soul. I also spoke about the journey of dissociation through trauma, to safely coming Home into embodiment.
Portal to Ascension has just released a documentary featuring the speakers and participants of the conference sharing about their experiences of disclosure. I divulge my own early childhood abduction experience. I think some of you might find this documentary really eye-opening and mind-expanding:
I was also featured on a Podcast with a friend from the cruise and teacher of consciousness, Jennifer Carmody, also known as JK Ultra, to share about the Galactic Origins Cruise presentation I gave. You can watch it here:
This may feel super out-there, yet, it is happening all around us and amongst us.
The earth’s consciousness is rising – and so is ours.
The time is Now – to know oursleves, to remember our human super senses that have been dialled down, fogged up, and numbed by food, lifestyle and media.
It’s clear more of us are awakening, more of us are remembering.
Here are three offerings in-person in Singapore this October, specifically to support the remembrance of who we really are.
For a smaller dose:
Let your breath lull you into a trance-like state. Rest, to clarify. Let the dust settle. Then let yourself receive the truth that has been within you this whole time. Your next step. Your place in your journey.
Meet your Deep Self through the unwinding and spirals of your body. Practice a different kind of listening to your story as you witness it unfold through movement, shape, and sound. This is an intimate conversation – between you and you. Listen closely – for your body has secrets to tell you; wisdom to share.
Email journey@somapsychealchemy.com to join us.
I am honored to walk this path of remembrance, alongside you.
With all my love,
Stephanie
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